All we want is closure; something to tell us that it's over, that it's time to stop turning around and waiting for something to change. The truth is that it will never change. You will never get that apology. Someone will always walk away having never solved the puzzle that they so desperately tried to piece together. There's no "good terms" or "happy endings" when it comes to goodbye. You're leaving behind a huge piece of you. Why would that ever be easy? Is there really such thing as blissful ignorance; when someone you know becomes someone you knew, and someone you love becomes someone you loved?
It hurts. It's supposed to hurt. You don't have speech to reassure the words you couldn't say. You don't have sight for the love that blinded you in the first place. You don't have touch to reach out and hold on to something that inevitably needed to slip away... All you can do is accept it for what it is.
And eventually, move on.
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