When you go back to those defining moments in your life, it's inevitable to come to some sort of realization. I've had a handful of those moments. Recently. And in more ways than one.
Think about free-will, power, instinct, motivation... The things that drive you towards a decision. Unfortunately, there's good and bad to everything, and sometimes we're unable to differentiate between either. Our fault doesn't lie in the incoherence, but rather the obstacle paved journey that led us, blindly, to see in only a certain light.
It's those uncontrollable aspects that hold the ability to cloud our minds and essentially corrupt our innocence. Yet, we will be the ones held responsible for it. And does that make sense? To let those moments of impact be the line that sets you apart - bad from good, or vice-versa?
Realistically, we are classified as human beings with the expectation of making "mistakes". That's our defining factor of every defining moment. But what if our mistakes, aren't really mistakes? What if they're just moments of impact? Moments that happen because they're supposed to happen? And alternatively, what if everyone made the obvious decision? The one that was classified as socially acceptable to society? We'd all be living the same boring lives.
Re-reading this, over and over, and really hoping it's not as vague as it sounds. I'm just struggling to figure out the reality of it all. We're put on this earth with limitations and expectations... But they way I see it, the chaos is what changes things. We need those corrupt defining moments in our life to influence our "unethical" decisions.
I have trouble believing there's just good and evil... It's not who we are, it's just what we do. And sometimes, however rarely or often, we choose paths based on experience - not morality.
And who the fuck said there's anything wrong with that?
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